I'm giving up on you.....
i'm sick of you saying that you will be there.....
i'm sick of blood on my floor....
i'm giving up on our friend ship.....
your moveing on and you will forget all about me, and i understand why!
I cant hold on anymore because there is nothing left to hold on....
i'm sick of trying to fixs things now it is your doing....
i'm sick of crying over this....
me and you are like sister i thought you cared i though you would always be there now it like you was never there to begain with, now it feels that i lost alot when you went i know that i made alot of mistakes but our friend ship wasnt one...
I CANT HOLD ON ANYMORE!!!!!
so now i guess im on my own again its better this way because now i cant get hurt i should have listing to my feelings and just stay away from you, i should have knew not to trust anyone i was better off all alone in the frist places......
I want things to be like it was last year in the 8th grade when i knew that you would be by my side!!

i guess to you that year was just weasted.....

people die everyday!

but i just dont understand what i did to make you go!

so today must be my funeral, because you said that you would be there unitl my dieing days!
i cant hold on anymore because you always made me hold on even when times got hard, you was always there for me to cry on.

but this time i cant come crying to you......

i guess my life is in your hands......

make it last....or end it now.....

its up to you.....